I Guess I Do After All.

I have hit a road block. I have nothing to say right now, nothing to complain about. I mean, don't get me wrong, I have plenty to complain about, just not stuff I want to air out on a blog. Plus, I'm not looking for a pity party. Anyone that knows me would know pretty quick that partying isn't exactly my strongest attribute, so those of the pity variety are equally repulsive.

On that note, why must we always party? I hit this age where everything has to be party. Being sober and having to talk to drunk people is the worst. Just the worst. They get far too close for comfort, because they are suddenly freed from their natural impulse to not touch people. They don't smell good, something that is amplified by their proximity to me. Beer doesn't smell good to begin with, add that to snack breath (and for some people, their regular breath) and its just terrible. The conversation itself is too loud, because they have lost their ability to control volume, not only on themselves but also on the stereo, which has slowly risen as the night progressed.

They always ask why I'm not drinking, when a quick look in the mirror could answer that question without me ever having to be involved. However, I do enjoy that I can almost say anything to them and they will forget it immediately or not get it to begin with, a small pleasure in an otherwise unbearable situation.

Its not just parties with alcohol, you can ask any of my 3 dates in 3 years to the high school dance, I was not the guy you take to an event when the whole purpose was dancing. I went to a club once, a combination of excessive drinking and dancing. It was fun for the most part, my issue was that I don't listen to Top 40, so it was hard to fit in with the crowd when I had no idea I was suppose to throw my hands up and yell out the chorus, plus I spent most of the night batting this little troll off me who was constantly up on this.

So why even bother going? Cause all of that, is better than a night in by myself. Plus I like to complain. Anyway, hopefully I'll get a good blog topic here soon.